I am not depended on the outcome of this appearance.
Me, being, is not depended on any outcome.
It feels like being a kid again when everything around is happening without my intervention or attention.
Appearance doesn’t require my attention or intervention.
Doesn’t depend on what I say or do.
Doesn’t depend on me.
As well as I’m not depending on it.
What it presents to me.
Me being myself does not depend on any appearance.
Simply being there besides what is appearing around me.
Being in the same space sharing it without feeling that it takes something from me or I take something from it.
Being without obligation to what is appearing or happening.
I appear to the circumstances the same way as they appear to me.
Anything beyond that, I generate by will and choice.