Once you begin to see that you are tired, you have better chance to give up on you stubbornness of resisting your emotions.
Start by admitting to yourself that you are tired.
I’m tired for beating myself up.
I’m tired from giving up on myself.
I’m tired of checking up on myself.
I’m tired of looking for reasons and evidence to validate myself.
I’m tired of looking for what is missing in myself.
I’m tired of trying to fix what is broken.
I’m tired of demanding from myself not to feel not to see not to experience who I am right now.
I’m tired of trying to be someone I’m not.
I am tired of being scared.
I’m tired of making myself to do something so that I wouldn’t be scared.
I don’t need to look for what is next.
I already know what is next.
What is next is how I feel.
What I feel is what I love or resist to.
What I resist to is what I’m afraid of.
What I’m afraid of is my reaction to protect myself from what I feel.
I don’t need to protect myself from my emotions.
My emotions are the gateway to the present moment and love.
I’m loved by every moment, only love can allow me to feel not being loved. Only love is that generous.
Only love can allow me to believe whatever I want to believe even if that is making me suffer.
Since everything is rising from love
I will allow my emotions to lead me back to love, to the source from which they have risen.